sometimes i really wonder the dedication of my agent. he brought me into this club in the first place, and he is not giving me enough exposure on the pitch. for once, he left abruptly and i had to train alone. the players and dressing room atmosphere are really good, but i am still new and given the character of mine not easily warming up to new faces he got to integrate me into the crowd, not concentrating about talking to them. some players got along so well together, and i feel a little not being part of the family. maybe impatience getting on my nerves a little, or rather i feel i had so much more to give. he got to give me more games, i know i am good enough to be a first team player. i dont like being absent from trainings, but he forced me to skip at times. have i got the right agent? the manager got to know my existence. i dont feel inferior to the other players, maybe im even better, but like i said bonding is key.